Trapped Inside

from by Shakelous

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im not getting out of bed today or tomorrow,
the sinking feeling in my throat is too much to swallow
feel like throwing up - feel like packing it in
feels like blue winter happening all over again

feeling so cold and i'm losing my hold
my creativity is absent when i'm out a part of the fold
all i do, escape to the silence of my own mind
isolated for days and i'm hoping that they don't find

a reason to reach out 'cuz i ain't picking up your phone call
sanity is slipping and i'm hoping that i won't fall
but if i do, it's all good, i'll accept the fate
i'm way past the point no return, i'm too late

i'm trapped inside
i'm trapped inside
i'm trapped inside
i'm trapped inside
trapped inside of these four walls all alone
this prison that i'm living in is not a home
there's no way out but im hoping to find
the quickest way to get outta my mind

couple beers in the fridge n whiskey in the freezer drawer
black out before sunset, wake up at three or four
rinse and repeat. any day of the week.
depression ain't the only reason vision is bleak

i'm just numb apathetic and overly pessimistic
my hatred for everything is far from a gimmick
its a sickness, deeply embedded in my genetics
passed down from my mother, i'm the only one to get it

each side of my brain is so odd and deranged
i can't even tell the difference when moods changed
but, everyone around thinks i'm going insane
shut in from from the world is where the fuck i remain

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from Ego Death, released January 26, 2016

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