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years go by and nothing ever seems to change
and every single day of my life is the same
there's no way out
years go by and nothing ever seems to change
and every single day of my life is the same
there's no way out
[shakelous]
all i want is to play video games and watch lucha underground
but im forced to work and have to move some extra bud around
and every single day i come home to my girl smiling
deep inside im stressed and been dreaming of fucking violence
i wish didn't have to take zoloft to feel human
its no solution, i really fucking feel stupid
i just drown out the numbness with beats and memes
not a drop of happy left, i'm just a hate machine
there's no changing the fact that i'm a pessimist
i'm getting really sick and want to end this shit
the next person that tries to run their lips
is getting hit with a mother fucking sunset flip
art is the only thing i have left that calms me
otherwise i walk this island like a zombie
pour my brain out in songs record em and don't release em
cuz my life is fucking crazy and motivation is decreasing
i watch the days fly by like a time lapse
procrastinating when i really should be writing raps
but i have no intention, that's a worthless suggestion
nothings gonna change till i end this depression
and no, there's no cure. i'm so sure.
anyone that ever tried to help me got a closed door.
stuck in my ways, that's the end of discussion
i'm just a product of my own self destruction
years go by and nothing ever seems to change
and every single day of my life is the same
there's no way out
years go by and nothing ever seems to change
and every single day of my life is the same
there's no way out
[e the rapper]
i complain a lot, and i dwell on all my mistakes cuz i made a lot
i say all the hell with all the hate i'ma make it out
when it seems like everybody got a basic route
exist until we're fading out
it's hard for me to find my place
to conversate with an honest face
without a lot to say would be kind of great
when you're alone and your solitude swallows you
no one to acknowledge you,
you just grab the bottle and swallow,
every doubt in you, this pathetic life
this is every night why can't i just get it right
same old repetition
but my brain has become way less forgiven
i wasn't meant to finish, i wasn't meant to get it
but i still test my limits and invest in shit
when i don't really get the fucking picture
like i want the fame, and i want it easy
i would become amazing, but i speak freely
no secrets i can't and i won't keep em
i've been feeling week can't stand on my own feet
see i've been taking a beating, this is life though
every year it's like i'm making just a slight growth
never large steps, every days a large mess
tried to follow my heart but don't know where my heart went
all stressed but i'm on deck for the progress
even if it's working hard for these small checks
years go by and nothing ever seems to change
and every single day of my life is the same
there's no way out
years go by and nothing ever seems to change
and every single day of my life is the same
there's no way out
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